My name is Nicole, and I am definitely not a writer. I work with kids that have special needs, and try to help them become successful individuals. I was very recently engaged, and it ended abruptly. it was a very difficult time for me. I have since then started dating again, and as of now, I find myself in a relationship with a man different from anyone I've ever dated before. I recently realized that there are somethings, that I have personal issues with, and those things put some stress in life. I decided in order to get my feelings out that I would start this blog as a tool for me just to express my feelings, and some of the things I have been through. I know some of the things I've been through are totally my fault and that for those things I should have just let them go. It's really hard for me to let go of things. I am hoping that blogging about my feelings will help to finally just let go of any negativity. I hope that some of you will read it and respond, and maybe even it will help some people that have been through similar experiences. I don't really open up about my feelings often, but here goes nothing.